https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3J6urFp8YZ0
She is his sexuality. 0:28 his sexuality is his cross to bear, a part of himself that is a burden to be carried never to be embraced. Throughout part 1 he struggles with his sexuality. At the end he rejects her, and he and the piece of himself he has rejected are both dying. Beginning part 2, she approaches him and he is ready to be destroyed by her, but instead discovers that the thing he was sure would destroy him instead lifts him up, and he learns to recognize and embrace the piece of himself. 3:49 He becomes a champion of this cross he was sure would crush him. In the end, although there is great pain in this admittance, he finds salvation in accepting his sexuality.